I remember the day we met, I had always known I had sisters in the next town down and always thought I was a secret after my adoption at the age of 3, you made me so welcome and loved, you showed me kindness and made me feel whole, then you gave me the gifts of Fern, Tayla and Cole, you will always live on through the three of them. I missed you these last years, but you know that... I never lost love for you Emma, I never will. I love you. We all do. We walked separate paths and met again by chance, I'll see you on the other side, don't give them too much grief. I'll watch do my best to watch Fern, Coley and Tids, not sure i can teach cole any more swear words than I did back in the day, i remeber so many things we laughed at, me teaching cole the C word and you gettihng a call from his school when he called his pal the exact word i told him not to, then grassing up good old uncle stu for telling him, so much more too, not even "funny" family memories that will never be forgotten. So many memories, Not as funny or as beautiful without you here.

Ah Emma F***sake,. I hope you are resting now and at peace, with Mum, Sean and Nanny Gwen, I'll see you in the next life sis, forget what i said about not giving 'em both barrels..., give 'em hell. xxxxx